For the last few weeks I’ve been trying to force myself to like a guy I’ve been going out with. But I have never been able to date a guy if I am not totally into him. I’m not going to date a guy just to have somebody. Maybe I would have when I was younger, but I’m no longer 20 and I am not going to pretend and I am not willing to have a one night stand anymore just to get some. Anyway, going out with this guy has made me realize that it is probably only going to get harder to get into a serious relationship the older I get. I don’t want to give up any of the things I enjoy about being independent. And honestly, being alone doesn’t scare me most of the time. There are times when I definitely get lonely but not lonely enough to deal with a crappy relationship. Or a forced one for that matter. So I had to let another one go and now there is another person out there who thinks I am either a tease or a bitch. Sigh.
3 comments:
I get not being in a relationship with someone you are not that into, but no sex just to have sex?! What kind of alternate reality is that?
Crappy relationships are crappy. Onwards and upwards!
Might I recommend a series of crappy MINI-relationships?
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